So once again I'm in the process of going through some crap and really taking pride in myself that I can overcome pretty much anything because I accept the fact that I have feelings. Sure, I might do a lot of obsessing and wondering why and trying to figure out how it could have been better, etc but I think just like everyone tells me "time will tell everything" and I have to believe that. It's scary not knowing what my future will bring and yes it's always so much easier to have a plan but that's not the way my world seems to be going.
Today, all I can do is get a haircut. And tomorrow all I can do is go to the movies with my mom and Saturday all I can do is hike and Sunday all I can do is watch the entire second season of Game of Thrones and get soft serve ice cream for dinner. That's all I can do for now. And time will tell. Time will if I get what I want.